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Spring-cleaning!

2012-01-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

New Year ~
New Post ~

Just spring-cleaned my blog links.

Have removed those who;
- locked up their blog but I didnt have access
- are simply stagnant

Now those left, are some whom I can't bear to remove/still updating. I suck at removing/throwing things :(

For those who are still blogging or have shifted, do let me know your link and i'll put it back again! :)))

For close friends who have shifted, Y U ALL JUST POST THE LINK ON FACEBOOK/TWITTER NIA??!?!!

My laptops are dead.. I have no more lappy to use already.. :(
I have to conquer ahyang's lappy whenever he is around.

24th month is coming soon :)
Our 2nd vday together, and more to come..
Love you darling :)

2011-12-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

那些年，你book in 100次，我哭100次.. :(

2011-12-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hard to believe.. but can you beat it..

It's my 21st birthday next week!!

& I can't type it with excitement cause my exclamation button is spoilt -.-! I am using character map to copy and paste those buttons that are malfunctioning. Hmmmm few years ago I posted what I want on my blog and I received 2 similar presents... Let me try again this year..

I want a brand new.... *kekeke* promise you wont kill me!~

TADAAA!!
I even posted a picture of it! A laptop!

... now I guessed I scared all my readers away...

Well well well, whatever it is, I have already decided... I will not have a party :)
I don't wanna celebrate it either.

But I will still get into the birthday mood!!

:D
ME
TO

psst;
Has anybody really wondered, what's my birthday wish...? :(

2011-12-02T14:12:00.002+08:00

I hate the army :(

This was me last night at 4am..

Was very upset when you went all emo last night because of the duty.
You should be feeling glad for knowing that there are at least 9 hrs of freedom. Shouldn't I be more sad about it :(

I took leave today cause you said that you will be booking out early.. but, it turned up that you are only booking out on Sunday :( But i don't blame you... because I know this is not what you wanted too.

& now.. I am literately doing this...

This was my exact pose when I was searching pictures for this post..

No one wants to go out with me... pffffffft..

How you feel affects me a lot.

So don't be sad, just remember that I will always be around you :)

2011-11-28T15:40:00.003+08:00

Your 1st book in.

Weekends seems much more shorter :(

Weekends used to be for rest. But now it seems like it is not for resting anymore..
It is to rush and spend more time together.

I know you can't bear to go back to the camp again..

But the only thing I can do is to tell you that...

Friday is coming soon :)
Don't be sad, because I am not :)

- - - -

Omgomgomg. My 21st is coming!

But I am just:

` Too lazy to organize anything
` Feeling too old to celebrate birthdays

Actually.. what I want is just a simple 1.
` No need to clean up
` No need alot of people, just the close ones will do

I should just hold a party for the lazy ones.
*grins*

imissyousomuch

2011-11-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

Your army day 3.

I will always remember:

Because you listen to my words where I asked you to take a vitamin xdrink every morning, and you almost choke on the pill cause time didn't allow it to fully dissolve.

I asked you why the surroundings got quiet.
You said your bunk mates are doing their own stuff.

I asked you why you spoke so softly,
You said it's because you didn't want others to hear.

But it was your lights out time,
You lied to me just because you wanted to chat with me longer.

You are a big sha gua.
Just let me put the scrump lying beside me tonight,
I'll just treat him as you and hug him to sleep and makes sure he has a great night sleep.

I love you darling.
And I can't wait for 25th,
Xoxo

the love hate relationship

2011-09-21T23:06:00.009+08:00

Have the urge to blog.
It's gonna be a long and wordy one as it has been a thoughtful week. Thoughtful as in thought-full.

1) I have the urge to shift to wordpress (urgh!'!!)
I know I've saying this for umpteen times and I am still here typing all the way but... My only concern now is that I can't shift my adverts over to wordpess :( my blog is part of my income too. I swear if I could shift my adverts to wordpress, I will not have second thoughts on shifting there!!! :D

2) love hate r/s with my job.
You might have wondered, what have you learnt from your job. Was it just the technical skills? Or it could have meant more? Till date, I am happy and proud to say that I have learnt how to be a better person. Yes, 100% no doubt, it's through my job.

I love my job. No, it's not because of my Job scope. It's because of my job nature. Through my job, I am glad that I am able to grow and learn as day by day, I get to witness what is happening around me. Both the ugly and the good side of people. Let's talk about the ugly side of people first, since as a human, we always look at the negative side first. Anywhere n everywhere, not dependent on whether you want it or not, there has to be an existence of people who go against you. They try ways and ways to fault you. And it is as if one is not enough, they try to influence others to think the same way as them, which is where your tolerance should come in. So what if they try to fault you? don't you think that the more they fault you, the more you grow to learn your mistakes? Listen to what they say if you think they're giving you constructive feedbacks. And if they are not, why waste your time entertaining them when what they have is plenty of time just to find faults in you? For me, I would just simply ignore and give you an answer that makes you happy to stop you from harping on the same fact and make you move on. That's what makes me persevere and stops me from leaving just because of a certain you.

I hate my job. I hate that sometimes i have way too much on my plate but I just have to entertain more queries, which is part of my job. Just when i have some time to take a break, when you turn and look around, others are happily gaming... And doing some other recreational stuff. Not that seeing people suffer makes me happy but doesnt it makes you feel that life is unfair? What felt worse is when you are rushing your very important stuff and halfway through, Person A which is of a higher seniority level, throws you a job to be done like immediately! And thats simply something I can't tolerate and makes me really really really feel like quitting! A very good example of what we call "shit job". Just like you walk on a street and out of the million and zillion of people, the bird just choose to shit on you.

3) The TV program that talked about what teenagers really want now.
For every of the question below, choose only one of each item given;
1. 钱vs自由
2. 自由vs亲情
3. 亲情vs爱情
4. 爱情vs友情
What will you choose?

For me, here's what and why:
钱vs自由
I would choose the latter. What is $ when you do not have freedom? If I have freedom, I can still choose to work to get money. If I had chosen money, how can I buy freedom? You don't have freedom to choose anymore, you are just restricted. Restricted to only keeping and counting the loads of money u have.

自由vs亲情
Would choose the latter too. I don't mind being confined to only 亲情, at least I am not combined to soeone I hate!

亲情vs爱情
I would choose the first.
Ever heard of blood is thicker than water and 爱情会谈去? Not saying that alI 爱情 wiII 谈 but isn't it safer to choose something that you know will not fade or disappear? No matter how you try to break the bond between the first, nothing change the fact that you are blood related.

爱情vs友情
I would choose the latter. 友情万岁：丿

So, what were your choices? Was your choices same as mine or did I manage to influence you? Did i make a difference in your life or encouraged you to move on in a difficult situation? Let me hear from you!

2011-09-14T23:26:00.002+08:00

:((

Everything just feels not right this week. I kept flaring up at my dear ahyang. Might be because of pms x( totally fml right now.

BB has apps for updating wordpress blogs. It doesn't have apps for blogger.com. Makes me fEel like shifting back to wordpress. But I'm keeping my blogger for now as wordpress is not flexible for customizing of skins, unlike in blogger, we can just tweak the codes to tune to our fav.

:( very very frustrated. I seriously need to vent before I go crazy.

Goodbye everyone. Hard to type on BB esp with my darn long nails.Till we meet again xoxo

*hahaha to ahyang cause u can't favourite this :P

diarrhea

2011-08-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

x__X

Life now is like what you see on my post title.

Having tummy aches and running to toilet like almost continuously in the morning. Was my planned leave today but it became a sick leave instead.

No more diarrhea please :(

2011-08-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

:(

Totally miss school now, after reading what was on ges blog that she was sittin beside peechun :( Misses those time when we sat together as a group. Peechun is still as negative as last time! *laughs and points at the place where ges said pee is gong to drop the module*

Well, I am on leave on Monday. But seems like those who are working are unavailable, non working ones have their own stuffs to do.. now left alone... Hmmm. What should I do? Since Monday is a holiday, it will be hell break loose day in the shopping centers. (think about those noisy and screaming kids) irks.

This weekend will be Delphine's chalet ;) Seems like shes enjoying every moment of it. Cool, Stayover at her chalet tomorrow night. It's gonna be fun! Alright, gotta go!

See you guys around then.

2011-08-23T11:05:00.000+08:00

I have decided........

to change a blogskin! \o/

weeeeee! but im not sure when will the day comes.

the skin will be a simple one, so stay tuned! :D

2011-08-14T21:09:00.004+08:00

er, ah, okay.....

i know the next picture might stir up a commotion... but.. after much considerations....

i'm still gonna post it.....

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keep scrolling..

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that's it..

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don't stop!

TADAAAA!

OH YES WEEEEEEEEEE \O/

I'm like finally level 100 after so many years!

Maple have definitely changed over the years! With no more grinding!

Hooooha! You heard that? It's calling me again!~~

*swoosh*

I'm gone!

2011-07-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

wo zhen de hao tong ku 。

2011-06-26T18:26:00.004+08:00

Blogging seems fun.

But everytime when I reaches the posting panel of blogger.com, my mind would go empty.. like right now.

I'm 95% lifeless right now. Cause I have been OT-ing till like 11+pm or 12+am. Once I reach home I'll just have to bathe and sleep and worry about how to wake up and reach office before 9.15am. And it's seriously a torture to me.

Usually I will end up being very unproductive the next day cause I'm seriously very tired.

Just look at this weekend, I have to do my work on Sunday. Even forgot about the date with Gesz and Pee. I shall just cross my fingers and hope I wont forget Xinyi's birthday party on the 9th of july. The feeling of forgetting a date sucks. And this is not the first time..

I wish I can go for a holiday soon. But there's just no one to get out with.

I am feeling so not me.
This feeling sucks. Everything sucks right now.

Hope it will all be over soon.

2011-05-08T22:46:00.004+08:00

Picture Credits here

Guess what, it's nearing to being one year in the society university and i'm proud to say that,

I LEARNT HOW NOT TO BE A FUCKTARD IN MY FUTURE EMPLOYMENTS.

Thank god I have such ugly people around me who's showing me how to be a real fucktard to fuck someone's life even on a weekend.

2011-05-04T00:19:00.007+08:00

Picture Credits to here

Have damn loads of thoughts in my mind.
Knots that i'm untangling.
Hope that I will overcome all of them just like how a scissor cuts away all the knots.

Thank you ahyang for being there for me when I need you.
I won't know how to overcome my sadness when you're in army.
Thank god you're still here.

Hugs.

P.S: Total bad mood. Idiots, irk me at your own risk.

P.P.S:

"你很像妈妈一样，一直 nag nag nag。eh，不是，是比一个妈妈更惨。" - Quoted from my colleague
At that damned moment, the seven letter phrase just feels like shooting out of my mouth. (Define 7 letter phrase - fuck you)
Q1) Why do you think I bother to nag?
A1) You guys simply dont complete the things i've task.

Sometimes, a sentence from you could change the others' mood. So shut up if you dont have anything/dont know what to say.

P.P.P.S: I feel like doing up a political post but seriously my mood is spoiling it all. I have it all in my mind, but this is just not the right time.

P.P.P.P.S: One more month to one year of working life. I guess I will be doing damn loads of reflection on what I have learnt. & seriously it's time for thanksgiving. Thank god I have a boss who is willing to teach me with patience and I have a colleague who is willing to help me whenever i'm in need & both of them never fails to make every working day a happier one! :)

YOU KICKED UP THE LEAVES AND THE MAGIC IS LOST

2011-05-02T16:18:00.001+08:00

My health is deteriorating :(

I have many leaves to clear.

I might be going over to msia for business trip this thurs and fri but out of a sudden I'm not looking forward to it.

I have no mood to blog :(

2011-04-19T12:04:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEE!! IM IN GENTING NOW WITH FIONA AND DELPHINE AND DARLING :))) & it's theme park day today!! wheeeeee~

Its bloody cold here but I have delphine to shield me from the cold wind cause she's sitting nearer to outdoor! I can totally hear the screams of the people taking the roller coaster and I'm so excited!!

But one hing I hate here is the stupid bloody small room :( and its damn noisy inside :(

Ok.. :)))) off I go to the theme park! See ya guys!! :))))))

2011-04-17T13:23:00.001+08:00

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A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:

1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy

2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend

3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut

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2011-04-14T10:50:00.002+08:00

But this is so impossible!! hahahaha!!

Crap. I really want to slim down! Have gained like 5kg ever since I worked. T.T

Reason why I said its impossible is cause........

I WILL BE IN GENTING THIS COMING MONDAY WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Happy cause I don't need to work. And it's my first Annual Leave taken!

So excited to not work! :D

I'm once again solo-ing for my department again. Cause I have to go Genting next week, I'm staying in SG office. The rest of my colleagues has gone up to MY office. Is it really cool to have offices like in other countries? O_o What do you think?

Will be travelling up to MY and back to SG for work purposes soon. Not sure to look forward or not to even think about it. It will be more tiring than now.

Alrights. Guess I should be back to clear my stuff before my 1 week leave.

Damn. Hate the workload.

Miss me! :D

2011-04-11T11:33:00.004+08:00

[Source Ref]

I have donated $20 to NTU I guess :(

I have also deleted the RED spots that TicoXIU complained.

Today's a lonely day at work, cause I'm solo-ing for my dept T.T

Thinking twice, I guess I am not a tad bit of lonely, cause there are tonnes of work waiting for me. =/

Somehow, Genting Trip is next week. And as it comes nearer and nearer, I don't really have feelings for the trip. Everyone is naming that place 'boring', 'nothing to do'.

Urgh, stupid. Stop ruining my holiday mood!

NTU acceptance letter, you better crawl to my house soon. I only want ACCEPTANCE letter. NTU, got it?!!

Post Edit:

Okay I'm back!

I just wanna say.....

I LOVE TICOXIU & TICOGES!

Even though we hardly meet, they never fail to cheer me up! :D

And we had a metup last Friday to gossip and update our system. LOL!

Totally cool.

Meet up again please!

Next shall be pee n ges :P

2011-03-31T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hi yaaaaa! I'm back from company trip. Just looking forward to the Genting Trip in 3 weeks time! Hope time flies!

don't look back! Look forward! :)

Wee

2011-03-21T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hiyaaa all!

It took me great steps to come to this page. I'm blogging on my phone now by the way. Itouch's battery is draining soon.

Life have been damn busy. Performed OT the whole of last week. It's like you have no strength yet your unfinished work are still pulling you hard trying to not let you go home. Thinking of it just feel sick. There's only one word to describe. So scared of OT now, but it chooses to be best friends with me, which i really hate. OT is meeting me tmr and the day after. Argh.

It's okay. Hold on tight. I'll be in Seremban this coming weekend. Something to look forward to, but also something not to look forward to. After coming back from the trip. My next most anticipated thing will be my (wooohooo) Genting trip. First expenses self paid trip. So proud of myself. LOL. I'm so gonna spend like mad there!! Hopefully my weight stays there while i bring myself home physically. T.T

Sick sick sick.
Have been dreaming of uni application stuff. I kept dreaming of deciding what to do after i receive the acceptance letter. Quite scary. But that does not stop me from going into a uni. Hopefully i can....

Yawn. I reached home at like 7plus just now. That's uber cool. I wonder when's the next time i can do this again. Hahaha. Alright. My fingers are breaking.

See you guys next time. Probably when i come back from the trip! Take care people ~

2011-03-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

Gng home seems so hard now.

Thoughts of gng back to workpress sucks even more cause it just reminds me of you. ih8u cause your world only revolves around your girl. you were never my friend.

just to remind myself a thousand times:
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you suck.
i hate you.

time to go home, little girl. -_-

2011-03-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiya all !
Short update!

Today was fun!
Had my first time prawning and doing fish spa! & also saw tico xiu and wenjin! tico xiu, we must go this kind of event together next time. muwahaha.

and oh, i have yet to take photo of the guppies we caught today! & i guess, the guppies would have died by the time i am ready to take the photo. rofl.

my hands are aching again.
T.T

i wanna prawn again soonz! even though i know it's super not worth the money. but the thrill is there! :D

well... working tomorrow.... what's new? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

toddles.

2011-03-05T00:16:00.001+08:00

fcuk you leechers!

I've just got rid of you from my tagboard! Unpaid ads are not welcomed on my tagboard!

2011-03-02T22:12:00.009+08:00

Never though that today was the last day you would come down to fetch me after work. Total heart-cracks :( nevertheless, I still love today cause you came down and run with me, where I only ran 1.5 rounds and my legs become cui. Then you also cheated me to do 15 sit ups, but I know it's for my own good ;(

Damn, I'm gonna miss you like a mad woman when you go for NS.
I'll make sure I cry into my pillow and you could hear me from the other side if your pillow :( hopefully you have a pillow....

2011-03-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

Wow! Thanks to the tico xiu's blog, I've decided to blog short sentences more frequently! It totally rocks to read on what's happening in your friend's life! Especially those close ones.

I'm so gonna start blogging actively again to let you guys know how it rocked to have some updates. Muwahahaha!

Work is getting more sucky. It like piles of shit waiting to be cleared but your asshole is just too small for them to be cleared, not even one by one. Wow! I hlthink the previous sentence I typed is so cool!  totally got the tico theme LOL!

Aiya sian! I don't feel like working anymore. Thank god I applied for ntu once again! The choices I've picked this year is quite different from last year. Damn, I just want to start studying ;( totally miss those times when I still could chill out with my friends.

Till we meet again.

2011-02-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

:(

Feel like crying now :( my tummy hurts so badly :(

Just booked my Genting trip with Ahyang & his friends and del =) so great to be going overseas with friends! But it would have been better if ges and pee are able to go tgt.. But I guess, it'll be damn hard for it to happen :(

Work is getting bad.

Mc seems to be very common for me nowadays. I hate to step in to a clinic I swear. Totally hate talking to a doctor! (I hate doctors, dentist, and what even that starts with d) Grrrr

My poor pig sheep have been studying very hard and getting very stressed up because it's his last sem now; and I totally understand how he feels. Hope his exam will be over in a blink of an eye and be a happy meh meh~ hehehe.

Look forward to the trip!!
April come soon please! ;)

2011-01-30T18:07:00.002+08:00

I just accidentally banned myself on my own tagboard. How cool is that. hahahaha!

New year is coming already woooohoo~

I sense all the food, drinks, gambling, and red packet! :D

I've just found my new resolutions of the year... and that is , to stop gambling for mj! (yay)

Next week is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool ! just have to work 2 days, and here comes my superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr long holiday!! :D

2011-01-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

Okay. I tried to upload photos. But facebook failed me. -___-
I'm gonna figure it out again soon. So stay tuned.

Year 2011!

2011-01-01T20:29:00.003+08:00

First of all,

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!! ;)

It has been long since I've last blogged! Totally feel like deleting all the previous posts and do short posts! But, if I do so, all my efforts collated from sec school till now will go to waste! ;(

2010 have been a happening year for me. Many first times.

Jan:

Looking back, we were all chionging our projects wanting to get the best results for the last semester of the year.

Feb:
This was when all the projects were completed and submitted and it was the finishing line of our tertiary education. All of us were busy mugging hard to not fail the 40% of our semester grade. At this point of time when I needed someone to study with me, hengyi was not able to take the same exam as me anymore caused he has changed his semester path :( this was when I got Zhiyang to study with me and we got together during the new year :)

March:
Hectic days were over! Over to an extent that we suddenly could not get used to having nothing to do and nothing important in mind t be completed and submitted. As days passed, all our parents started to nag about us having nothing to do and not getting a proper job to get some relevant experience. Even though we all did sent out or resumes, I have to say that we are quite choosy over jobs. But lucky for me, my darling kept a look out for j0bs too, which got me signing a temp contract as a temp admin for about 2 months.

Mar:
Working together with darling & his friends were great! I did not have to fear the long distance to tampines everyday as we can still chat happily on the train.

Apr:
Bad news this month that my contract extended but not theirs :( unwillingly, I still continued to work there despite having no companion. Going to work was such a drag! At the sane time, my poly mates were all excited over the graduating ceremony which will happen the following month. All of us were panicking to get the best outfit to be at the best conditions during our ceremony.

May:
Finally, the day that we waited for 3 years has came. On 25th of this month (I clearly remembered this day as this date was such and important day to me.), it was the happiest day and saddest day reason being, I had finally receive my diploma even though without any CCA achievements and after my graduation ceremony I received many missed calls from my aunt. My parents turned up for my graduation ceremony, was truly happy! But it turned out to be a sad day cause my aunt had called to say that my great grandma has passed away.. I still remember the days I spent with her.. Listening to what she says.. Having to see her during new year.. Ok, bt it's all gone now.

June:
This was when I got my first permenant job. And it has nothing to do with my diploma. My ex temp job boss asked me back to work as a perm cause she knows that I've just graduated. I struggled with the offer cause the office was damn far from my house. Nevertheless, seeing it as a chance to learn more new things and I liked the work environment, I took up the job. =)

Jul:
Ever since I started working i treasured my wkends even more. Hardly ever meet my friends or went out.

Aug:
......still working...... And OT got more and more....

Sep:
Ok finally have some happening events happening! Which is to go for a chalet celebrating HH & KK's birthday. Had lots of fun there. And also found out that..... Me old le, don't dare to take Viking ship at escape already :(

Oct:
Work work and work. Mudane life.

Nov:
This was when I got my beloved itouch from the IT FAIR. was the first gadget I earned from work. Feels totally satisfied to buy it using my own money!:) till now it is still my beloved and this whole post is typed out using my beloved!

Dec:
So guess whats the most important event for this month? Yes!! It's my birthday!:D My darling celebrated my birthday for me and I was totally happy as I got Rilakkumar and KoRilakkumar as a bday gift! Another bonus gift I got from the kiap kiap machine was a stitch that I had always wanted hehe.
And guess what, the last day of this year, it was the first time I went out to watch fireworks with darling and his friends! Fireworks were nice! Though some were blocked by the buildings. Didn't went home the whole night as it was movie after fireworks and supper after movie! =) found out a trend that lesser people are sending new year msges as we grow up.

Holaaaaaa, its Jan 2011 now!! And I got my first ang pow of the year! And it's a swollen chin and bruised leg from falling down! So glad that I've taken off on Monday, just nice to hide my hideous chin from the public!
Alrights, people, if you were unhappy the previous year, time to put back the past and be tougher to embrace and start the new year happily!
Anyway, i know Its a long wordy post but I will upload the photos in-between when I have the time to!! Promised ;) if you start your new year happily! :P

2010-11-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

Can I ...

don't grow up? :(

Can I ...

never stop being pampered by everyone? :(

Can I ...

fly freely?

tgif yahoooo!

2010-11-19T12:04:00.001+08:00

T.G.I.F

YAY! IT'S FRIDAY!

Time to have fun!! :D

I hope things will be better between us this weekend. I have a date with L! :D YAY.

2010-11-16T12:06:00.004+08:00

We should login back to http://www.friendster.com/ .

To see who we were in the past,

who we mixed with in the past,

who are we close with in the past,

who were your best friends in the past,

and then you:

compareitwiththepresent, andaskyourself,

"Are you a good friend?"

The purpose of this, is to remind yourself, how hypocrite you are.

And discover the definition of what you call 'BFF'.

2010-11-14T15:31:00.003+08:00

It's Sunday today. Meaning have to "book in" tomorrow morning.

This weekend have been kind of wasted. Look, it's raining now and I can't get anywhere.

I have been in a dilemma for this weekends. Feeling confused. Feeling not the way I wanted to feel. Even when I'm typing all these, you can feel that you do not know what I'm trying to say.

Believe it or not, I really like blogging.
& it's just that I do not know what to blog about when life just revolves around working from Monday to Friday. And when it's Friday, it's always TGIF. School life rocks sometimes. Having the chance to go shopping after school, or do some relaxing stuff like hanging out at the Games Room after lessons. Or even getting a cup of bubble tea and slacking around at the bean bags in the library chit-chatting.

Scrolling at my facebook pictures, 99% of the pictures are taken when i'm in poly.
Where had my sec school peeps gone to? They're busy with the lives.

Is it really so hard to have a short meetup?
Is it really so hard to have a short getaway?
Is is really so hard to have some time alone?

Why does everything seems so hard?

2010-10-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

Great deals for my readers!

I found this 'shop' from gmarket selling dirt cheap earrings! Each earring costs only 70cents and they're very nice! Anyone who has set their mind on buying please tell me! Hopefully we can combine or what for reduction of shipping cost hehe.

http://goods.gmarket.com.sg/gmkt.inc/goods/goods.aspx?goodscode=400968717&pos_shop_cd=RC&pos_class_cd=111111111&pos_class_kind=T

Another link that i'm gonna share is the o-m-g so pretty de wallet -____-

http://goods.gmarket.com.sg/gmkt.inc/Goods/Goods.aspx?goodscode=400981073

Ok. i'm gonna sleep now. Sian tmr is sunday. Monday is coming =(
Goodnight world.

2010-10-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it's best to stay away from home. To prevent knowing things that you don't wanna know.

You can't save someone by stretching your hands, if they themselves doesn't want to be saved by not stretching out their hands.

f* everything that was not supposed to be here on earth.

2010-10-03T15:23:00.001+08:00

Coffee have become an essential in life. I'm addicted to the caffeine in it.

Yahooo ~
Caffeine is slowly killing me~

eggcited~

2010-09-07T11:18:00.002+08:00

:@ :@ :@ :@ :@
Spreadsheets are making me go @.@ ~~

This Friday is a non-working day WOOOOHOOOOOO. Can't wait!
24th Sep 2010 is the chalet I've been waiting for WOOOHOOO. Can't wait!
24th Sep is also my company's amazing race! being the planner, I can't wait too! :D
This is so exciting.

But having to reach Tampines @ 8am is.... urrrrrr. I hope I can reach on/before time.

Urghhh. What to eat later??
Can 6pm come any faster? My eyes are closing... soon....

I just saw that the things I bought was the same as what she bought. There goes the saying where it says 'when you don't want it to happen, it happens. when you want it to happen, it doesn't happens.' I decided to be more open minded and forget what happened in the past. I would just let nature take its course.

2010-09-04T03:08:00.002+08:00

I'M SO GONNA POST EVERYTHING I WANNA SELL HERE! :@
Can't tolerate me buying stuffs but yet did not use them in the end! Someone stab me pls.

So do stay tuned!!

2010-08-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

If you are my twitter/plurk loyal reader, you would have known that I have been saying that I wanna have a haircut. I planned to have a hair cut last week, but in the end I was too lazy to walk to teckwhye, so I didn't go in the end. Thus, I walked to teckwhye just now, planning to seriously have a haircut, but when I pushed the glass door and went in, the cashier staff said "Sorry, closed, no more." Wth. I walked to Teckwhye leh! And it's only 7.30pm! Like not very late also!

Wthhhh! When can I have a hair cut?!!

Tomorrow is Monday again! Having OT till 10pm again. Having OT is fun cause it is to have enough time to clear all our backlogs which eventually leads to some kind of achievements. But at the same time, it could be brain wrecking cause I cannot think of what I wanna eat for dinner!!!!#!)#(!)#$%&$^#*!#!#!
OT also creates more time for me and my papa to meet cause I could take his cab home(:

Arghhhhhh! I need a earpiece! My earpiece is spoilt! & I'm only surviving on one side of the earpiece. Rahs!

Sometimes it feels funny as I keep hearing this question from people around me. They would ask me, 'Study better or work better?'. Tell me, tell me readers, what's your answer?

For me, when I was studying, I would answer that of course, working is better. Cause the everything you do for everyday, is repeatedly the same. No exams, no tests, no homework, money comes in punctually every month. (even more zhun than your dayima LOL!)

Working is great, you learn life through the mistakes you make. You have more hands-on than you have in school. You learn more when you do more. Unlike homework, you do more, you have more mistakes. Sometimes even if you do the question 5 to 10 times, you still wont know where your mistakes are, you get frustrated, you skip the question cause you feel that skipping it only costs you 5 marks that does not make a difference when you know you surely can pass your test.

In working life, you know you can't avoid your mistakes, you have to face it. It's your responsibility. Any 'skipping' from your mistakes, you know people will still go after you after a period of time. You have to solve it no matter what. Thus you learn from your mistakes, even if it's in the hard way.

However, when I am in my working phase of life, I would feel that studying is great. You don't have to be afraid of being late for lessons. In schools, you pay for the lecturer; you pay for the services they give. Even if you are late, they can't say anything other than marking you late. As compared to working life, if you are late, you will be afraid of your superior's face :/ Then they might even tell you that your pay is being deducted cause you were late.

Being a student is great.
You enjoy student fares. Food, transport, movies. All at a discounted price. What if you missed being a student? You have to wait till you fall into a category named 'Senior Citizens'. By that time, your interest level for all these luxury services will all drop. You start to get choosy on food as you feel that porridge are easier to consume. You won't even feel like going out, not to even mention about taking transport as you are afraid that you can't find a seat on the bus/train. You don't even feel like going to the movies cause you find it hard to find your seats inside the theaters.

Oh shit. I have difficulty ending my post. How did I ended my post last time? :/
Okay. Have to work tmr. Need to rest earlier. I haven't even ate my dinner. Time now is.... 10:16pm! Omg. I needa go.

Byeeeeeeeeeee :D

2010-08-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

10 days since I last blogged.

I'm so tired now.
Just wanna say that blogs with background music seems irritating nowadays!

Goooooooooooooooodbye.
ROARR /-

=(

2010-08-12T13:14:00.001+08:00

Me have so much things I wanna blog. But I have no time for blogging =(

My grandma fell down last sunday and is hospitalized now. And I havent had a chance to go visit her. Hope that she will be discharged soon cause I dont want her to stay in a hospital this month. =(

I'm always very affected when something happens to my grandma. Which makes me can't concentrate at times or can't even get to sleep at night. Or maybe sometimes you will see my tears coming out to say hello to you =(

Saturday is my big day with ahyangdarling. I'm looking forward but at the same time not looking forward to it because of what is happening now. Just hope that my grandma can get well soon =(

Will be going down to the hospital this tomorrow to visit her.

Sighhh... I hope everyone can stay healthy.
You don't wanna see the people around you to be heartbrokened, don't you?

Long weekends for National Day!! :D

2010-08-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

ohmygod!!
i'm missing out this place to an extent that i even forgotten the blogger website! how cool is that. imagine if one day i forgot this website, hohoho............................... goodbye my readers.
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Okay, I was just joking.

Well, much stuffs have been happening these weeks. The most frequent one was Ges' Birthday Celebration at Ikea. & guess what, we travelled there because of their food only! & it was our tea break instead of lunch/dinner. how fattening is that. I gave her a handmade card and also bought a bubble pencil box for her. I know our tastes are different but i do hope that she loves every of the birthday gifts by us (pee + me) cause I really really spent alot of time searching for it! Almost broke my leggy. hehehe.

Before Ges's birthday was of course, searching everywhere for her gift. I searched during work... after work... weekends... weekdays.... and killed much brain cells thinking what to buy. but of course, ahyang was there to give me comments on what to buy, this one can or not, that one can or not..
And because I always cant make up my mind, I have to walk a few more shopping centres and made him suffer with me :(
& those present searching times always ended up me buying more things for myself instead of buying ges' present. And my bank statement just came knocking on my door today. I think i've already spent 800+ of cash which I dont know where I've spent it. How great.

I'm gonna buy a book to record all my expenditures, withdrawals, deposit(hardly any) soon. Or else I can see a recurring cycle of me going to the atm machine, draw money, put in wallet, spent, $0, go to atm machine, draw money, put in wallet, spent, $0.................

Career has been going smoothly as compared to internship. Colleagues and bosses were great! They didnt mind explaining further for a fresh graduate like me. Soon I will be learning how to filter resumes. Sounds cool eh? I hope I can learn more from this job so that I can be more open to choices next time.
Have been skipping lunch and eating lesser for lunch during work. I hope I can change that bad habit, but i dont know how to change it when I always have heavy/late breakfast which I cant skip cause my mum will keep on nagging if i skipped breakfast.

Before Ges' birthday was a small meetup with Ges, Xiupin, Chuzen, Irene. & I feel that everyone still looks the same. It just looks as if all my friends beside me doesn't grow old. oh mannn, sounds scary. And being girls, we are of course fickle-minded. Initial plans were to go MOF to chill & chat but we ended up in Mcdonalds, which me, xiu and ges have eaten it for the 3rd time that week. It somehow makes me sick of Mcdonalds now and I totally have no idea what to eat for lunch during work.

Hmmmmmm, i can't think of anything else to blog about right now. But all I can say that my readers are getting less, lesser and lesser. =,( makes me feel so sad. hurrrrrrr.

It's gonna be a long weekend after tomorrow!!! & I'm so looking forward to it! Especially the meetup with ahyang and his clique of friends! It'd better not disappoint me when i'm so enthusiastic about it! hmph.

I'm going for a run with my colleagues after work tomorrow! & my dumb dumb doesn't wants me anymore!!!!!! hahahahaha. Nevermind, next time i also dont want him already.

Okay, long post. Gotta run. At boyfy's house now and there's work tomorrow!! I wanna wake up early and reach early everyday! Hmmmmm, that shall be a goal for 1 month for a start.

I wanna go home and sleep.

P/S:

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE ^^

2010-07-14T00:38:00.001+08:00

I just hope that my best friends won't betray me(:
That's the last thing I want it to happen, for I put my 100% trust on those whom I named 'best friend'.

Nuff said.

I'm so happy today. But I don't know why. Maybe because I saw something that I don't see that often. And though I'm shocked, I'm happy for what is happening cause it all shows that we've all grown up and stepped into another stage of life(:

I hope to see more of it in the future though.

Guess my readers will all be having question marks on their heads after reading those paragraphs above. Really random, but that's who I am. Talking about question marks on heads, I had this question-marks-on-my-head situation in the office today.

One of my colleague from other country came forward to my department and talked to me. Due to the fact that he wasn't a Singaporean, I couldn't make out what he was trying to convey to me despite repeating & rephrasing for countless of times. I tried very hard to catch his words but I failed badly. In the end I gave up and asked him to ask another colleague from my department when my colleague comes back.

Ok. Abrupt ending, but I have to do so cause it's late ya know.
I have been getting neck aches from the sleeping-on-train journey in the morning. Now I feel worse than a giraffe! Please amputate my neck.

Retiring for the night already.
*hopes that I can go NDP preview this saturday cause I want the recycle bag, it's nice!*
hehehe.

Goodnighty readers! Cover blanket sleep tight tight(:

@AhYangdarling, happy 5monthsary Love you loads(:

2010-07-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhh.

I'm not sleepy. But I still have to sleep, cause i'm working tmr. That's the only thing bad about working life.

Goodnight people.
Imma gonna try to get to sleep now :(

2010-07-08T10:38:00.002+08:00

damn. how sucky can today be?
just when i needed someone to turn to, my best friend is angry at me :(

i swear i was just asking why you were late out of concern and not blaming you :(

now what, I can foresee how lonely i will be next Monday and Tuesday when most of the people in the office will be in Msia for meeting.

damn, this is crap.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Have so many things to do. I wish I could go homeee/visit my grandpa. Heard that he will be going for op tmr. Hope everything will be fine for him.

Can the clock spin any faster?

2010-07-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Watched Toy Story 3 after work with Delphine (:

She came down to Tampines to look for me after work cause the other timings for other cineplex were not suitable for me. It's either rushing down there but the movie had already started or going there but you still have to wait 45 min for the next session to start. This is the only bad point I can find when working in Tampines.

Knock off at 6pm and the movie starts at 6.40pm. So we have to settle our dinner within 40 min. Didn't know what to eat as we both have no appetite :( In the end I still settled for mac while she settled on a sushi and some friessssss.

Happily bought sushi at Fairprice and a McChicken Meal at Mac and went up to the cinema. Just when we finally settled down in the cinema, delphine turned and asked:

got take straw a not?

*stares at her with eyes open widely* OH SHIT I ONLY TOOK SERVIETTES!

There goes our coke -__-

We waited for the staff of the cinema to go out of the room before we took out our food to eat cause we were sitting at the last row -___-

Toy Story is funnnyyyy! Especially when the toy is being resetted and the language became some other language. Overall it's quite a nice movie with plus points on the humor. You guys should go watch!

Went Mac to take a straw to enjoy the coke. Cause both of us didn't drink any of it during the movie. Chit chatted and took the last train homeeeee.(del, the train i took really is last train sia, almost missed.)

Look forward to more of this kind of outings(:

2010-06-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

Somehow, even though she's older than me, I feel that she's more childish, insensitive to others' feelings and more princess syndrome than me. That's enough to make me puke. She has never been my best friend and will never be one.

Life has been great with money rolling in.

There has been many meetups with ahyang's friends which I really enjoyed even though on some nights ahyang and me ended up having serious quarreling. & I'm looking forward to more meetups(:

Have been very very tired since I started working. Having to move from cck to tampines everyday is very tiring but nevertheless, I enjoy the working environment there. Have great colleagues + bosses. & I found out that bosses and colleagues are the most important factor that keeps you going for work.

Thinking back to the days where I was having my attachment, I can confidently say that I didn't enjoy any moment of it. & I guess she's still making more students' life miserable. But still, I want to thank her for showing me the ugly side of human, how merciless and selfish can one be.

NTU has rejected me twice, in which I don't feel any surprise to. If you are feeling inferior about being rejected by the universities, just look at the number of applicant for every intake and the number of rejection they make every year, it makes you feel better cause you're not the only 1 (or 100, or 1000, or 10,000) who got rejected. Come on, there are still plenty of choices, routes and paths waiting for you to explore out there.

Life after graduation shows who are great friends and who are not, and only the true friends stays. No use crying over who has left as they're not precious of your tears. They were never your best friends and will never be one in the future.

p/s: Gesssssssssss n Peeeeeeeeeee, when are we meeting -___-?!

2010-06-14T00:34:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI :D
*Sweep dusts away*

It's about one month since I last updated. huhuhu.
& I'm busy working now.. busy becoming fat everyday.

Currently sick now pffffft. But still have to go work tmr...
@___@

Somebody please 养 me..
Hahahaha.

Okay. Gottaaaaaaa go! Feeling sleepy now when ahyang is not replying me on msn:(

2010-05-12T19:23:00.001+08:00

f m l

today just sucked, but I guess there are just more to come.

:)

2010-05-10T17:27:00.005+08:00

I loveeeeeeee this picture! (: It's been a long time since we taken pictures like that! Aww. Just miss those times where we secretly take photos during lessons especially VJ's. Still remembered that we always pinched each other if we fell asleep in his class. There's just so many great memories not to be forgotten in our friendship(: 5 years & its still going strong!

There hasn't been any interesting events happening in my life and I am still jobless(W.E.F 30042010). And im trying hard to find a job with bonus now. Hehehe. I guess many have already received University Acceptance Offer, and the hot topic among graduates is this topic. I still have not received any acceptance offer, but at the same time i'm glad that I have not received any rejection letter. The rejection letter is the last thing I want :(

Currently enjoying life as it is now. With salary from the previous job to spend. But it's depleting soon so I have to find a new job fasttt. Last week was the best week ever :/ Slacked at home until Friday which I went out for dinner with Ahyang & his friends. Hehe. Then we went to play my favouriteeeeeee game! P-O-O-L. Yahoooooooooo. It's been long since I last played. I just love hanging out late at night (:

Saturday was as usual. Went to grandma house for lunch and lazed my Saturday away.

Sunday was another coooooooolzzzz hanging out day. Went to the airport to send Ahyang's friend to Taipei, where I cried -.- Arghhhhh. I hope next time I don't have to send other people to other countries. It just sucks to have someone around me leaving :(

Okays. I dont know what are my plans tmr. Maybe I should just eat and eat and eat and become fat............................

2010-04-28T12:04:00.001+08:00

Hey people! Just a quick one. Found this meaningful, read this:

男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把

你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。

男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你不给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。
男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。
男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那不可能，但是她担心你的身体。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。
男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。
男生永远不懂，女生会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。
男生永远不懂，女生会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为她只想要自己是你最亲密的人。
男生永远不懂，当分手来到时，女生那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！
男生永远不懂，分手后女生不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！
男生永远不懂，女生的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！

男生永远不懂，女生的爱！女生的爱脆弱又坚强，不要欺骗玩弄感情。女孩狠起心来是不要命的。
男生永远不懂,当你说不爱她了。她不会缠着你。只要你快乐，她愿意放开你。
男生永远不懂，女生在分手后那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！
如果爱，请深深的爱她，对她负责，给她一生幸福。
如果不爱，请不要享受她的独爱，放开她，让别的男人来给她幸福。
不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了她的生命。

Cool or not. I feel that its true!

2010-04-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

How do you feel when you found out that you are not missed by the world?
How do you feel that you belonged to somewhere other than where you belong?

What do you want when you are feeling low?
What should you do when you are stuck in a dilemma?

Which route should you take if you know both routes are routes of no-return?

2010-04-14T23:06:00.002+08:00

I have totally forgotten when I last updated this space here. Now, because I'm strange, I'm gonna ask you readers to choose 1 out of 2 sequences below. Do tag me on which choice you prefer.

1st choice-) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12
2nd choice -) 3, 6, 9, 12

I know im being random. But I just want your random choices and explanation :D Will appreciate your truthful answer. Thank you berry much. HEHEHE.

2010-03-20T21:46:00.004+08:00

I wish I had my own deathnote where I am the author of its rules. Those who do not abide the rules shall die within 49seconds and disappear from my sight forever.

Sometimes I do not understand why I have best friends as I feel that I am a super guailan kia. Sometimes people see me flaring up for no reason, that is just because they dont understand me. I flare up because negative voices inside me are influencing my mind, and what's worse is that the people and environment are still giving me negative comments instead of sending some positive ones. Once I can't take it anymore, I explode like a time bomb.

Whatever duh.

Results are out. I can say that my results are not the best but I am contented with it. And I advise people in NP not to pick up a module called Designing====Promotional====Materials as I have gotten a C+ for it even though my group and I put in alot of effort for all the projects. It is a super difficult module to understand and it is not a D&T or ART (practical) kind of lessons.

I went to grandma house today. And everyone was asking me about my results. Almost everyone knew that my results were out yesterday. All i can say is words of mouth is super duper effective. The results of my 3 years in poly is that I don't have a secured place in Uni and I don't have hopes on entering NTU(cause I only applied for this school).

My mood got really bad this two days. My laptop is fucking me up too cause the wireless connection just go on and off by its own and it gets super irritating when I.AM.PLAYING.MAPLE. Maple is a stupid game i know. But I have the time in the world to spend time on it. So what being stupid?

I have wasted almost a month of holiday and I am currently trying "very hard" to find a job.
Because I am broke.
Because most of the people around me have found a job and are already working.
Because I have too much time.
Because I am stuck on this stupid screen for more than six~eight hours a day without moving my butt away for more than 5mins.
Because I want to spend money.
Because I want to treat people whom I wanna treat.
Because I keep refreshing www.facebook.com
Because I see the repetitive posts on www.facebook.com
Because news that I am not interested in is what's left in the news section of www.yahoo.com.sg
Because I surf www.stomp.com.sg to an extent where I found out that it doesn't have much daily updates.
Because the "world" is finding fault in me for not having a job.

Now you know I need a job badly because I have wasted so much time thinking and listing out so many because-s and my life now kind of starts and ends with www everyday.

Rot.

2010-03-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

ROARS.
I'm back.

but i don't know what to blog about.

Approx 3 weeks of holidays have passed. but i did nothing meaningful during the holidays. Planned to take up driving lessons during this long period of holiday but after much thinking, I think I should just continue to rot and home since I have no vehicle.

Rah. More and more people are working soon. It makes the list of people who are free to shrink. Till then I would have no one to accompany me to rot together. x___x

Many things are waiting for me to be done. But each and everyday of rotting makes me grow lazier and lazier. I want a job, but i dont feel like spending time to find one.

//

Watched Alice in Wonderland 3D with gesz few weeks back. I don't think it is a nice movie. ahhahaa. Maybe because it is not 'my type' of movie. I guess my type of movie are movies that can make my heart pump faster and harder. ahahha. horror movie perhaps?

Results are coming out this Friday. I am feeling neutral about it. I guess there will not be any improvements but at the same time wishes that there will be. I hope everyone beside me will get good results and be happy with it (:

I'm so bored everyday.
Don't know what to do everyday.
Money has already depleted.

Time is slowing ticking off.
Youth is flying away.

I need to do something about it soon......

2010-02-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

CURM PAPER IS OVER OMFG DAMN HAPPY :D

Oh yes, it was shit. I didn't know how to do despite going through 10 out of 12 chapters. This module sucks. I hope I don't need to stay another semester just for it. *prays hard*

2 out of 3 papers done.
& it feels like im done with all cause the last paper is not hard to pass! (:

Coolzzzzz. Last exam of my polytechnic is such a cool paper. hahaha. And I still didn't get to eat what I craved during the past few days - oyster omelete / pasta / ljs

I'm gonna eat them one by one during/after Thursday!

2010-02-22T23:40:00.001+08:00

Hellooooooo people.

I am now craving for Oyster Omelete.
& I have only studied 2 out of 12 chapters for tmr's exam. How "wonderful".

I love my papa :D
More to be elaborated next time.

Goodbye.

2010-02-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

hellooo people.

not feeling very well now. headache + tummy's having negotiations to start a war. omg it sucks big time.

my appetite's quite big this few days, i suspect that it is due to the stress of examination -__- I have been craving for pasta & ljs but I have no chance to eat them cause i'm being locked at home by my books. And obviously the book is studying me and not the other way round.

urgh. it just sucks big time to have your study week crash with chinese new year. imagine your friends happily chit chatting and bitting on his/her ba-gua while you are at home burying your head in your lecture notes.

damn it.
I'm aiming to sleep before 1am tonight even though I just woke up at 8pm.
I am not studying when im awake anyway.
I don't know what I was doing when I am awake. -.-

Goodbye. Be back on Thursday or Friday.
I wanna go out and have fun!

2010-02-16T22:51:00.003+08:00

I just realise there's a tad bit of contradiction in the previous post :D I said I dont know what to blog, but I ended up blogging a chunk of words.

初三。

Met up with the guys. Steamboat at ZX's house.

I got a great ang pow today =.= I fell down and got myself a huge bruise on my right leg, near the spot where I wounded myself during my NAPFA test. More ugly scars on my leg pfffffffttt. T____T (Any ways to get rid of them?)

So we reached at about 2plus and started our steamboat when everyone reached. We talked about our secondary school days again, and laughed at our childish moments. & that Mr.Yeo YL keeps disturbing/bullying me like he always do! No change, still childish :X Same surname also bully!

After the meal was playing of mj and blackjack, where we splitted into groups and see who wanted to play what. Yes I mjed =.= and lost(predictable).

So we played till 7 plus. And a group of us went home. Thanks CY for the ride home(:

Enjoyed myself today. And hope there are more similar gatherings to come despite the different schedules that each of us have.

Till here.
Pen off.

P/S: Please DO NOT ask 本小姐 out for gambling after clock strikes twelve midnight today. (170210 0000hrs) Cause 本小姐 needs to study for my exams starting this Friday. I know most of you guys have papers that start next week. urghhh.

Cny + Vday

2010-02-15T18:57:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY to all :D

ahhhh, i come here i lazy to blog alr.
but I just wanted to say I had fun yesterday(:

Went out quite late ytd. To grandma house for a while only :( touch the mj tiles a while then left soon. TOUCH only hor. never even play =.=

Then to my gugu's house. Where we were the latest. Bo bian leh. Sit, eat, rot, chat. Then I left..

To meet Zy to supposingly go to Cineleisure to catch a movie. But seats were filled. All except first row. Tiring to sit at the first row. So I didn't wanted to pay for something I won't enjoy. Then we tried 2 other movie theater, but all fail. So we just strolled aimlessly and then happily missed the last train and bus that can take us home. LOL. Took the night rider bus for the first time. Sit until I want to vomit still at ClarkeQuay. But i like long bus rides :D

Reached home at near 2am. Bathed and slept till 1pm this afternoon.
Watched VCD and then here I am rotting.

Suppose to study. But CNY how can study?! How can 读书 when 读书 sounds like 赌输?! I don't want to lose my bets. HAHA.

Ok. Suppose to bathe now.
But I don't feel like bathing :D

GOODBYE SMELLY FRIENDS. LOLS.

Enjoyed every moment; At Cineleisure. At PlazaSing. At Cathay. At Esplanade. On 3N. Everywhere where I am with you(:

What I can say is great friends are hard to come by.

2010-02-10T00:10:00.005+08:00

It's not nice to owe things during NewYear. So here's the long-awaited photos of my birthday gifts. LOLS.

The clutch gesz&pee bought for me! Love it (x infinity)! This silly girl was still very afraid that I don't like this present cause the likes of us both are always opposite, but nevertheless we're still bestest of friends! :D This will never change:)

Thank you for the clutch ah ges and ah pee! Loves!
*ges - 1 more month and we'll finally be meeeeeting! :D Let's go shoppin and chillin woohooo~
*pee - recently never had chance to contact you. by any chance you're reading this, i want to remind you that i have not forgotten you, sister!! hahaha. my exams ending on 25feb, will disturb you very soooooooooon! Let's us 3 meet up some time to have fun! Takecare ah!(: (:

This bag + choc is my birthday present by my mom!:D & this is the bag that I am bringing to school everyday. Chocolate is my favourite anyway. That's why mom gave me choc!:D
As for dad, he said he doesnt know what to buy for me, so he gave me $$ and ask me to buy what I want.

But of course, having their companion as I grow up is the best gift to me. Not any materials or stuffs or cash can replace them.

The pics are gifts by utensils! :)
includes many many things. Like 'em all(: Plus the me2u birthday card with wishes. NianYue's message is unforgettable........ It reminds me of........... that 抱抱 girl (suddenly forgets name but don't wish to remember, hahaha)
Also thank you all for the ichiban dinner(:

Thanks to ZR for the aijisen meal(:
Thanks to the many many for the birthday wishes.

x 0 x 0 x 0 x

So what's up recently?

Tests and exams and projects are the current "in" topic now.

& many many things have happened that have changed/are changing the situations every now and then. Things that are done cannot be undone. Things you said might have hurt the feelings of others, but you might not know and continue to let the wounds go deeper.
Disappointment had caused me to become ignorant to all the doings.

Soon it will be exams after the CNY.
I'll just have to wait till this Friday to take a short break just before the Exam starts.

I am so looking forward to Saturday!!!
I shall set my hands on the mahjong table with my cousins!!!!!! :D

My CNY wish is that my grandma will stay healthy and taste my peanut candy!(: I am willing to do anything in exchange for the best health for grandma(: I wanted to go visit her just now but don't have the strength and mood to do so. So I shall just wait for saturdayy:D:D:D

Alright.
Project tmr =.=
Tired wanna sleep.

Goodnight&Takecare all.

2010-01-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

I hate school and I hate everything related to it.
I am having fever now and I still need to do the assignments.
I started early during the holidays but it doesn't makes any difference.

I feel lethargic but I do not have time to rest.
I slept from 2-6 but my brain is constantly shutting down.

I typed feathers of the same bird flock together instead of birds of the same feather flock together in facebook =.=

I am constantly late for school,
but I don't have the strength to care anymore.

But you know I'm still attending school as a routine because of you(:

2010-01-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

250110 - best day to avoid me

On the month of January 2010 to end of February 2010, please do not talk to me if you are afraid to step on my tail.* Don't blame me if I flare up on you.

The environment is getting all tensed & stressed up.
Please don't fucking bother me if you still want a hope of friendship.

* Terms&Conditions apply.

Terms&Conditions:
- does not apply to you if you are named gesz and pee. (hohoho)

i'm so stress to an extent that if you asked me to cry, i would cry immediately.
if i started crying, i cant seems to stop.
don't ask me to smile, for an awful smile will appear.
don't ask me to cry, just give me a comfy shoulder to lean on/a comfy hug.

2010-01-24T01:12:00.003+08:00

Calculated my overall cumulative gpa with an optimistic grade of 4 for the last semester....

I still lack of 0.2 for a stable/confirmed place for uni intake.

It's like I am wasting my time slogging on projects now because i can't get a gpa of 4 for this sem.
I am thoroughly disappointed with myself for wasting my 3 years of poly..

The time..
The fees..
The youth.

Never to come back again.

2010-01-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

Sem 2 of Year 3 is such a fucker~
Today is my 8th consecutive day coming back to school.

I was late for 30 mins for the first lesson in school today. Then when I reached Bp interchange, I remembered that I did not bring my FPDN book AGAIN (for 2 weeks alr) -___- Then I had the urge to take 975 back home again -.-

But I didnt. HAHA.

I just went to school and play fb. Then when it was 10.30am, I went home again. To pick up my book (and other things). Then I was late for 30mins for the lesson by the same lecturer again LOLS.

& I skipped my lunch :( So hungry now.
& my schedules are so packed :(
I have to stay back everyday. For projects. For talk (cock). LOLS.

I just feel like sleeping cause I'm tired :( I havent been having time alone these days. except on bus rides.

Aiyah dont want blog liao. gdbye.

2010-01-16T16:41:00.004+08:00

I'm recently having a hard time taking buses. It's either the number of buses decreased or the number of people taking buses had increased and they're not doing anything to it. & buses/bus stop seems to be the place i meet irritating people.

On one of the days this week, when I was walking to the bus stop, an indian lady stepped out to convince me and del to buy some sort of dont know what useless card. But before she even started I told her I was rushing for my bus but she insisted that I must give her my "few seconds". Being trapped by her, I reluctantly gave her my "few seconds" which turned into "few minutes" to finish what she want to say. Obviously when she finished her aggressive speech which contains things like 'i come from low income fam', 'i'm pregnant' (fyi, she doesnt look like it) and 'i have 3 children', i am still not convinced to buy the whatsoever card.

So I said, "I'm not interested thank you." and walked away. She then ended the conversation with us by using "WASTE MY TIME" as a full stop to her speech. =______=

Like hello?! I already said I'm not interested. I don't give my money and sympathy to those who have hands and legs and can work. You have both hands and legs. You can go and work for your own rice bowl. I'm just a polytechnic student and I don't come from a millionaire family. Sometimes I might donate some money to elderly selling tissues cause they're old and have no energy to work. But I will now emphasize once again that I won't entertain those who have limbs and have the ability to work.

Then, next is today when I was coming to school (Yes school on a saturday. And Sunday too.)
Waited so long for the bus. And when the bus came, it was not a bendy bus. Thus there weren't alot of seats and by the time the bus came to my bus stop, there's already no seats left. And it made me alight the bus halfway when a stupid man beside me stepped on my feet twice because his shoe is too big =.= And he doesn't even says sorry. First, don't want to move in. Second, step on my feet not once but twice and never say sorry. It was so painful that I just shouted fcuk when he stepped on it. Zzz.

I'm starting to hate bus journeys to school..
Am not enjoying the bus journeys like how I did the previous 2 years. This is how disappointing is the bus service we get now..

Quite a lot of things happened last week. but I cannot remember much cause most were things that I don't wanna remember.

The only funny thing I remembered was staying back on thursday with delphine and going to the lab in which we coincidentally met hanliang and he was sitting beside us in the next room. Then came all the laughters when we stare at him through the translucent wall/divider then he suddenly realise that someone was staring at him. Next was when I logged in msn I cannot find his name! And then I kept asking delphine what is his email then came an sms with his email address from him cause we spoke too loud and he can hear from the next door. ROFL.

This is the only fun thing that made me remember the days during sec school, where we stayed back to have fun and not do work :(

Times are different now. Face the cruel reality.

emoshyts

2010-01-12T20:10:00.003+08:00

Hey I'm back here. With a happier tone this time. Cause I found the photos for SITEX event. ROFL. And I look as if I gonna eat up the customer. HAHAHAHA.

All the promoters. Spot me, don't resemble me at all lor~

I look as if im going to eat something up with no smiles at all. =.=
Wait for me to smile then take photo ma. hahahaha

Enjoy laughing.

- - - -

Ok. I'm obviously writing this because I cannot take it anymore. I seriously feel that there is something wrong with this world. ok maybe there is something wrong with me, like what's wrong with the world spinning without me eh?

fed up. zz
now i don't know what i wanted to type. there's just so many things going on in my mind right now.

uni application starts in February. & i still do not know what to choose. getting sort of angry with myself for not studying hard in year 1 resulting in my stupid-and-cannot-get-me-anywhere gpa. I just need a effing 0.3 to be on a safe platform. but obviously i don't have it. & don't ask me to jy on my sem6, cause I think it's impossible.

anyway, i failed my napfa with 3 bruises cause I fell down. HAHAHAHA. I failed many stations cause I fell down during the 2nd station =.= nevertheless, im still happy!!:D cause i tried my best =) and i did not skip it even though it was very tempting. I don't like to make choices that makes me regret what i chose :)

this weekend sucks. i'm gonna camp in school again, with my team mates for project. open the door for the school and close the door at night. i'm such a good student 8-) *gives nerdy look*

I'm glad for what I have now(:
I'm glad I came this far.
I won't let any event that happen in my school life affect my life now and the future.
I love my family, my relatives & the strong bonds between us.
I am who I am, not for you to choose.
Love me or hate me, I won't change for you.

BYE!

心情大动员2

2010-01-04T23:42:00.006+08:00

I am starting to have difficulties breathing in the piles of assignment.
Do you feel the same too?

Okay I was suppose to be starting on my SSP report. Obviously I failed badly.
I just wished huimin a happy 20th birthday! & to my horror, I will be celebrating my 20th birthday this year too. Then wtf, it woke me up from my princess dream that I'm not young anymore even though I just had my birthday last month. This is so unfair. I still have not enjoyed my 19 and here people are slapping me with the hello-you-are-already-20-this-year nightmare.

Okay back to main point, the reason why I am here it's because after going to Gina's blog, I FEEL THAT I MUST POST. It goes like this..

4jan. Start of school, the day that draws the fullstop to our holiday. 3 weeks wasn't enough, we had to get back to school about 3 days per week for projects & still, most were only halfway done till date.

I hated the way how my day started. First of all, it's the rain. The rain that gives the best reason to let your buttocks grow strong roots on your bed and YOU swear that you'll never leave your bed even the tornado comes(ok fine, minus the tornado part). But I had to chop off the roots and leave my bed at 7.05am :(

Next, the bus is ALWAYS the problem.
My first bus (full one) took its own sweet time to come. =.= I tell myself it's okay even though it does not have any seat for me until lot 1. So I just stuffed the earpiece into my ear as usual on bus rides.

Then, not wanting to spoil the day of other students, I KINDLY let most of the students on bus to alight first and when I finally alighted, my day was spoilt =.= I did not have to walk to queue. The queue was already long enough to stop infront of me. And I still tell myself, ok one lah, I think still can get myself a seat. So I waited. Waited. Waited. And STILL WAITING. The bus that is able to bring my back home came twice. Not even a single bus that brings me to school appears infront of me =.=

I had the strong urge to take the bus that brings me home.
So I did..

..Not lah. :D
Reached school but was late. As usual lah, 家常便饭。& still managed to sign attendance.

Lessons as usual. Fast forward to end of school.

Go home?

NO =.=
Did DPM project till about 6.30pm. Reached home at 8pm. Just nice sit down eat dinner and watch tv. Then it came the climax.

I teared because of 心情大动员2. I couldn't continue listening to what the mother and son are saying so I walked into my room, ~~wipe away my tears when no one is looking~~ and pretended to reply to my messages.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel that I am blessed but I do not treasure my life enough.

I can do what some people can't do but sometimes I choose not to do it.

I can use my hands to type my tutorial like how I am typing this post but I choose to forfeit it just because it's less than 1 percent.

I can walk and run freely without the help of anyone but I choose to stay at home and rot my life away infront of this rectangular electronic gadget.

I don't have a limit to the number of years I could live but sometimes I say things like how I wished my life could be shortened so that my pain could be eased.

What is my pain compared to some other people who are not as blessed as me?
If you're reading this and you agree with me, I guess it's time to reflect. However, reflecting is nothing. Make it happen.

I love this show.
It makes people born with a golden spoon to wake up. Not only to the people with the golden spoon but also anyone who has the ability to put the spoonful of food into your own mouth. Compare you to others, they are still struggling to hold the spoon and trying to feed themselves.

Ok I think I will do an abrupt ending here because I do not know how to end it and I foresee a half more page emoshitxz passage if i do not stop here.

On a happier tone, I have finished my headlines and taglines. Will think of more on the bus to school tmr!
My new IN is SPILLING the BEANZ just like SHINGZ.
hahaha. More will be revealed in the DPM discussion tmr.

P/S: Please do not talk to me if you are afraid of the PMS storm. I sense a rough sea ahead. Sailors who wish to continue maneuvering the friend-ships, please take note.

Okay, BUAIZ.

2010-01-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D IT'S 2010 NOW!
(& it's my graduation year hehe)

Played prank on many people on the last day of 2oo9. muwahaha. Some fell for the trap! :D But some don't even reply :(

Okays I know I promised photos. But :X Haiyahhhhh just let me enjoy 3 more days of my holiday lah! HEHE. Gotta run before you kill me.

LALALA Come catch me :P

2009-12-27T03:18:00.004+08:00

Hi people!@

210398012938 years since I've blogged! Birthday photos will be uploaded soon okay! :/

I'm having the worse holiday of my life. I have totally evolved into a zombie, look what time is it now. 3:19am! And I bloody can't sleep.

Piles of project undone. How I wished there was a robot that can complete every piece of my homework.

This year is ending soon. Means I am graduating soon too. What will happen after I graduate? Uni? Work? Slack? No one knows, even me.

Had the worse day of my holiday last night :(
Only had a meal for that day and just when I wanted supper, no one wanted to come out. Thus I went to sleep and woke up at 6am to vomit water =.= After that my gastric started to act up again, till now i'm still feeling strange :(

Alright, just a short update hehe.

2009-12-02T01:30:00.006+08:00

hellooooo people. I'm so tired. Sleeping after I finish blogging ^^

Sitex was fun, even though we have to travel so far to expo. If I have the chance, I would work in Sitex again. Partly because of the money and friendships. This is like knowing 92187398172391723123192837123 friends in merely 4 days.

Other than sitex, there have been many many events happening in my life. As pictures says a thousand words, we will have many thousands of words in this post :D

Bowling Event in CDANS;

Del&i

Our group(: Called 'We' LOL!

Camwhoring in class~

With leemin&waiyee

Then scrable in school;

Flood in NP.

Okayz goodnight. tired. 2am liao. tmr still got wisp class -.- think about it also sian.

P/s:
It's DECEMBER~ Yay. MY month! :D

2009-11-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

Why are you guys forever difficult to understand?

highpileofhomework, beware!

2009-11-11T22:16:00.003+08:00

Ahh.
I'm super suay this week!

I keep falling down :( it's probably because my weight is increasing and my leg cant tahan anymore :( SOB! I fell down yesterday and I just found out today that it has already swelled. HOW SUEY.

Then I almost fell down 2 times today when I was walking to CCK Stadium to run. I timed my run this time. But before I could finish my 6 rounds totaling up to 2.4km, it started raining when I was halfway through my round 4. I think I can prepare to fail already. Finish 4 rounds my leg cuiiiii already and timecheck 11:40min. HOW TO PASS? And I fall under the freaking group of aged 18 AND THE TIME TO FINISH THE RUN IS 19SECONDS LESSER THAN AGED 19!

w t h .

19 seconds you know!! I could have maybe, run 1/4 of the round?? Or perhaps, I might pass if I had the 19seconds! Alright, to an athlete, 1 second is also important! Even though I'm not an athlete, I am a runner of 2.4! LOL!

Went to school today, just for a 2 hour class. And amazingly, I reached the school in 15min time. COOOOOOOLZ. hahahaha. Had an impromptu survey and presentation. It turned out fine. {:

Then after class, I went to JP with huishan, delphine and fiona for lunch. Guess what we ate?
MACDONALDS:D And heyheyhey readers, I need some of the macdonalds monopoly stickers. Can you pleaseee give me if you don't need them? :D
Here are the pieces I need:
- Joo Chiat Road
- Orchard Road
- Tanjong Rhu
- Toa PaYoh
- Thomson Road
- Shenton Way
- Scott Road
Wah I thought I was left with only abit. But once I listed out, I know I was wrong. hahahaha.

I feel so bad for rejecting my friends when they ask me out :(
But I have to do this to complete my never-ending-shitass-pile of work. Zzzzzz. Tough!

To do:

WISP e-learning 2post, 2 replies
GLM Tradenet TEST
CURM Chapter 4 tutorial
Chris Anderson Report
Wikinomics-don tapscott-talk to the future
WISP 1k-words report Gender discrimination

2009-11-09T11:51:00.002+08:00

I think I'm lucky today! :D

I was late for school for 30mins cause I woke up late. Then I was super worried that I couldn't make it in time for signing attendance. So I texted Delphine and asked her to hide the list. But when I reached, Delphine said she have not signed and havent seen the paper yet. Lucky the paper was at ah Nian desk. So I still managed to sign PRESENT :D

Next, first lesson. CURM. I chionged my tutorials on Sunday. And deadline was today or not it was a straight 0 for anyone who did not submit tutorial. But, I DIDN'T BRING MY TUTORIALS. (& also del's one cause she left it in my file.) :D
However, it was later said that the last day was FRIDAY. SO please TEXT/CALL me on THURSDAY NIGHT and ask me to put it in my bag!!!:D Thank you so much.

Was in school with tengsiong on Sunday doing tutorials/homework etc.
But we were being attacked by the hungry mosquitoessssssssssssssssssss. -'- Stupidd Asses. Hope your bites heal soon tengsiong :D

To do:

WISP e-learning 2post, 2 replies (By Wednesday)
CURM Notes - Type
SSP Tutorial
GLM Tradenet TEST
Chris Anderson Report
Wikinomics-don tapscott-talk to the future
WISP 1k-words report Gender discrimination

Walan eh. Like still very long leh, never decrease! :(

2009-11-07T00:12:00.003+08:00

Congratulations 3L06,

You've gotten an 'early' warning for not submitting tutorials&PBLs.

Rubbish -.-

On a happier note, I saw S.H.E at ION today with gesz!
I love the girls talk we had:D

To do:

WISP e-learning 2post, 2 replies
CURM Tutorial 1&2, 3 (f it.)
CURM Notes - Type
FPDN Tutorial 1
SSP Tutorial
WISP 1k-words half page draft (TMR)
Chris Anderson Report
Wikinomics-don tapscott-talk to the future
GLM Tradenet TEST

You see the list keeps going on and on....

just for laughs

2009-11-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Stressed these days?
Have a break, Have a Kit Kat!

Read this:
Click to enlarge.

Conversation between LM&I.

At night, started the Social Interview thing with my cousin and came out with this randomly.

Here's what she wrote..

Here's what I replied.

I laughed like mad when I saw those.
Hope you laughed too (:

Town with Gesz ♥ tmr.
Goodnight! (:

2009-11-03T21:26:00.003+08:00

To-Do:
WISP 1k-words half page draft (TMR)
CURM Tutorial (THURSDAY NIGHT)
GLM e-learning video/quiz
GLM Tradenet TEST (THURSDAY NIGHT)
CURM Notes - Type (OTOTASAP)
Chris Anderson Report (OTOT)
Revise GLM (OTOTASAP)

fugly little tooth

2009-11-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

Heyheyhey. I came here straight once I am online! That's because I want to rant, or rather I need to rant! I have a good news & a bad news! Which of it do you wanna hear first?

Since I can't hear your voices, I shall start with good news. LOL. And the good news is..
MY FUGLY LITTLE TOOTH AT THE BACK OF MY MOUTH POPPED OUT ALREADY! :D (AKA WISDOM TOOTH if you're too slow to catch what I'm saying:D)

&bad news is,
my mom says I should visit the dentist to pluck it out cause it has grown in a very very crooked way. -.-!

Why do I have such stupid tooth? Wait, why is it even called a wisdom tooth. I think it's more stupid than the other teeth in my mouth. Cause it grows abnormally, and gives us nothing but pain.

Skip this toothy topic.

最近想去剪头。
Last week, my classmates and I had a great laugh over the two bold words in Makan Place over in school. We chatted about many things and laughed our ass off. But now i really feel like going to 剪头 cause my fringe is long and I'm hating it. lol. Anyway I tried changing my hair parting over to the other side and it was disastrous. Once I combed my hair to the other side, I could feel the stinging in my right eye within seconds. So, I changed back :D

Alright. School basically sucks big time if you really want to know.
Tutorial & reports are piling up like diarrhea. (I don't use shit because shit doesn't flows. hahaha)

WISP is shit. I cannot tahan waking up super early at 6am preparing to go to school for History lessons.
CURM is shit. Everytime I promise myself to pay attention in this lesson I would fail badly. I hope I don't fail badly when it comes to exam. *Cross my fingers & pray hard*

Right, have to run to try and start this two shit now. Hope that I don't procrastinate.
Goodbye.

* see i'm back to active blogging now :)

Rush of updates

2009-10-30T21:10:00.008+08:00

Hello people! :]
Am finally here before I lose all my loyal readers :/
School had started and here's the latest game I'm mad about:

Yahoooo. & I'm showing this because it is a rated 100. HAHAHA. I ♥ Rounded Numbers. But I ♥ 21 more than any thing else. Okay random.

9pm show is on television now but I had sacrificed it to start blogging & wiping dust away here. Have deleted some senseless one-sentence-post because they are just there to let readers have something "new" to read :/

Alright will start blogging about anything I remember. But of course the date will not be included as I had already clean forgotten about when they had happened.

Starting with..

Geokting&Gina's Birthday Celebrations @ Mad Jack Cafe, PoMo
(With picture credits to Leemin's blog. Thankyou very much hehe)

And I believe pictures speaks a thousand words so most of them will be pictures(:

Their tiny birthday cakes(: Cheesecakeee.

&here are those who went..

& plus me! :D
Cause I didn't include myself in any pictures that day.

Geokting 21st Birthday Chalet @ National Service Resort and Country Club
(With picture credits to Gina's blog. Thankyou very much hehe)

And these are all of us who went.

Balloons + ah geok

Many many pictures we captured in the room/downstairs/playground cause we're bored. hahahaha

Okay lah, long enough hor.
Goodbye! Will blog again soon.

* I ♥ Mondays&Tuesdays cause I won't be alone when I go to school(:

2009-10-23T00:47:00.000+08:00

I fell down today :,(
& hurt my knee cap.

Sob.

920th post

2009-10-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hi i'm currently blogging on my mobile right now.

Just to let you guys know that my msn messenger is currently so screwed in a way that once it runs my whole computer hangs. So may not be often seeing me online for quite some time till the problem is resolved.
I tried to uninstall messenger but i couldn't even find 'Windows Live Messenger' in my control panel to uninstall it. Anyone can give a little help here?

Will appreciate much. Thank you guys! :)

Lantern Festival

2009-10-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm still here to blog despite my laziness.

Went town with my poly peeps on Monday. To buy Geokting's 21st birthday present. As you know during the holidays each of us will have different plans and schedules, thus only 4 of us turn up. But it's okay! So only the 4 above turned up. Had fun. From taka to ion. From one shop to another.

I went out a lot this week I think.
Maybe because school's reopening soon and I cant bear to stay at home and waste my holidays anymore. Hmmmm, actually I don't remember where I went on which day.

So I've been wanting to run, but I cant find anyone to run with.
Anyone wants to run?

Yesterday was lantern festival (a.k.a a day with reason for you to burn anything you see).
Didn't really burn anything or play with candles like what we always do in secondary school. Just went out for night walk with ss&zx (refer to plurk).
Had lots of laughters.

Okay lah, I really dont know what to blog. RUN PLEASE SOMEBODY.
& going out later.

tata~

ANTM

2009-09-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

hahahhaa! I'm here to blog! Reason being..

1. A bloody bitch set me on fire.
2. Just got to know timetable is out!
3. I have nothing better to do.

Laughs!

Let's NOT elaborate on that bloody bitch, just a few points will do. First, she's TOTALLY not related to me. Like hah. And she's an idiot/retard. =)

Fullstop. Enough said cause the spotlight isn't on her tonight! (Spoils readers' mood only. Fyi my mood's not affected by this hahaha)

Next.

I just got back from Msia! After a delicious lunch of ba kut teh + shopping at Msia. I love! :D cause their currency is smaller. Smaller means can buy more! :D So I bought 2 tops + 2 necklaces. Actually the necklaces comes with the shirt. hahahaa.

But didn't really enjoyed much cause 'big auntie' came. -____-
Bummmer.

I wanna go back there, for movies/food/enjoyment! Anyone wanna go with me? :D

Next.

Okay I swear this is gonna be sooooo random.

I caught You're My Destiny on TV just now, and today's episode is just soooooooo, one word, ROMANTIC! :D I wish some guy like him could appear in my life! HAHAHHAA.

After that I tuned into America's Next Top Model. That show is uber cool. Once you start watching it you would want to be a model. Cause models think about things that we don't. And what's more, the age of contestants in the show are totally among my age group. That makes us even wanna think in a way like the contestant think. Hahaha. Cool or not?

Okay back!

I just remembered I wanna talk about that timetable. I think I'm in SSP. Six Sigma P..... (P-I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT) Philosophy? And that was the choice I wanted months ago ;) Timetable this semester is "oh-so-cool". Cause the timing, -____- so early start. I wonder if I can reach on time..

Resume sending..
I haven't been sending out resume proactively. hahahha. My last resume sending was 9th Sep. And it's turning a month.

Signing off..
okay I say i'm random, cause I wanna end with this..

I want to have a baby, but I don't want to give birth.
grant my wish, anyone?(;

Gdbye! Must watch ANTM and msg me at the same time okieee?

2009-09-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

hellos people,
today i feel like blogging in center alignment,
and also in huge font.

i dont know why,
but i just kind of like it.

my body is aching all over!
&have yet to take my dinner.

so glad that i havnt been sticking to my phone today.
i guess i am able to hit near 3k sms this month -.-
(my dear bill, please prove me wrong)
that suggest the reason fo' isolating my phone in a corner.

&guess what,
my ceiling fan is spoilt :,(
i cant off the lights, which means that the lights are on whenever the fans are.
have to sleep in the deserts everyday till the fan is being repaired :,(

work was alright yesterday.
&of all times to choose from, stupig agent + COMEX job came knocking on my phone.
but i couldn't answer their call during work
& there goes my $$!

arghh,
i need/want/wish for a (new?) job.

this is cool.
looks like a poetry.
but i had mostly failed my literature. hee.

// random,
i hope daddy comes back from work, early tonight
cause he didnt slept well last night/this morning.

i miss bi(:
goodbye!

Happy Birthday Del ! (=

2009-09-01T21:10:00.002+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DELPHINE ! (:

I ♥ YOU (:

Yupyup. It's my best friend's birthday!! :D but she's sick. Hope she get well soon.

Went out with the cliques last night and had a really-sinful dinner. We went to Dome's Cafe @ Marina Square which we made a reservation beforehand. But, the 'private' room turns out not to be as private as that of our expectations.
So this was the 'private' room:

& we all took a group photo (:

P/S : Look at the food on our table. We didn't manage to finish them! The share was too much and every bite of my fish&chip makes me want to stop eating. :/

Okay so after this, we went to NYNY for chocolate fondue. (This is why I said it was a sinful dinner.) & We took ~~some~~ a number of photos there :D

This is leemin & shihui! :D

I like this! :D

This is cute! But not me! I've got a fat face!

Alrights, that's all for Delphine's birthday! Hope Deldel enjoyed it.

//

Next was this morning, went Yakult factory with deldel + the school. Okay I didn't get a birthday hug from her :,( cause I was carrying Yakult :(

The weather was fine in the morning. Reporting time was 845am but I reached KAP at 8.10am -.- wtf. So I didn't took a second bus and walked to school alone. Hah.

Yakult Factory! The speaker was damn funny. I enjoyed listening to them, but what's bad is that I bladder sibuay full I need to peeeeeee. So I tahan tahan and tahan throughout the talk + the factory tour until I see toilet!!!!!! ♥

Then I realise that toilet is so important to me. LOL. Okay lame.

Then it was raining meow and woof when we came back to school.

//

Sighhhh. I'm trying to blog at a happier tone despite the fact that I am starting work tmr..
My freedom is coming to a halt.

I hate it,
but I♥$.

2009-08-28T18:48:00.004+08:00

Sunday
Out with Delphine to CWP to cure boredom. -.-"
Dinner was my fav! LJS :D

Monday

Town with peeps on present-hunting for Delphine's birthday (:
& that was where I bought my Apple strudel, Durian strudel & most importantly,

♥ CREAM PUFFS

Tuesday

Went to watch this movie with my parents&grandparents. & I don't think its nice :/

Wednesday

I prefer staying at home after going out for 4 days consecutively.

Thursday

Went for interview for COMEX show. But I don't think I will get the job.
To bugis with Delphine where both our legs became so sour that we had to take a seat at BK for 5min before walking to LJS for snacks. LOL!

Friday

Stayed at home :( Not feeling well.

Obviously from my lack-of-words-and-details post you can see that I'm not in a mood for anything. :(

GOODBYE.

I don't feel like doing anything. I am bored, but I dont feel like going out. I want to go out to play, but I have reason why I can't go out. And that is, my complexion is getting worse nowadays that I just feel like hiding in my little room with four walls :(

2009-08-23T12:24:00.005+08:00

My blog just look so scary with Esther..

woo~

woo~

woo~

I'm bored. :(

& I guess many would be guilty if I had died yesterday. Reason will be dying of starvation.

Now,

Esther is gone.
Hohohoho.

It rained last night.

With thunderstorms too.

Perhaps Esther had visited you.

;)

我不明白为什么有些人喜欢做宅男宅女。
The net is soooooo boring!

P/S Why is it so difficult for sparing some moments of your time for a friend?
Can you give me an answer?

Orphan.

2009-08-21T14:26:00.003+08:00

Okay, I feel like blogging. But my life has nothing going on.

WEDNESDAY 19.08.09
Did you have a special start for seventh month? Well I did. And it's super cool :/ I met up with Zhiyang on wednesday night and caught a late night movie, named:

Orphan

(Picture credits to Yahoo!Movies)

Omg this is cool. The picture looks very scary. LOL! And as I'm typing this, it's a rainy day today with thunderstorm! I am not joking I swear! :/

This is the first ever horror movie I've watched. And I think the story plot is interesting :D not very very very very very scary that kind. (I feel.) And and, the only sentence I remember from the movie was "I'm not your fucking mommy."

Not going to talk much about the movie, the official website is here. You can take a look, but it's quite scary.

LOL!

Yes, after movie we met up with ks for supper. Okay then we went home -.- (I suddenly dont feel like blogging anymore.)

Okay on top of that, I went to run in the evening. And I wanna puke when I finish running 4 rounds. (+1 of my usual only) I'm such a weakling -.- I cannot imagine myself going 6 rounds during NAPFA. Rolling 6 rounds might be faster for me :/ Kick me anyone? (I will pay you with a slap. You could ask for more slaps.) LOL!

Bye. I'm gone.

Blogger's back! :D

2009-08-19T12:16:00.009+08:00

Blogger toolbar missing?
Posts cant be colourful?
Can't upload pictures due to icons missing?!?!

And also YOU'RE A SINGNET USER?!

People who are facing the same problems can try this method:

For IE:

1. Click on Tools
2. Select Internet Options
3. Select Connections Tab
4. Click on LAN settings
5. Check use a proxy server, Address: proxy.singnet.com.sg ;Port:8080
6. Click OK
7. Clear Temporary Internet Files
8. RE login and reload.

For Flock/mozilla:

1. Click on Tools
2. Select Options
3. Select Advanced Tab
4. Under Connection Click Settings
5. Check Manual Proxy config and input
Address: proxy.singnet.com.sg ;Port:8080
6. Click OK
7. Clear Cache
8. RE login and reload.
* Remember to turn it off after you finished blogging or you might experience slow loading while surfing other websites!

Credits to MISSTANGGUO.

& so, my blogger's back! Like woots! But once it's back, my feel for blogging gone. My thoughts and ideas for blogging gone! Wth. Nevermind, shall upload those photos for Peirong's bday celebration first.

17/07/09 - Bugis with Leemin, Shihui, Gina, Delphine, Peirong, Lynette, Geokting, Nianyue @ Peirong's Birthday Celebration

Going down Bugis after work.

These are all the people whom went. I love this pic! :D

The Birthday girl! :D We settled down for dinner @ TCC, Bugis.

Table this side.

Table that side.

I wanna post this cause my expression and delphine's expression are so damn alike -.-! LOL!

Delphine & I.

Randomness.

Moguis.

Took a group photo before leaving for Esplanade.

Continue camwhoring..

Gina & I.

Shihui & I.

The rest I lazy to upload. :/

14/08/09 - Happiest Day for People in L6 :X @ Last day of Internship

Santa coming to town. LOL! The little things I wrapped for my colleagues.
My table very messy i know.

Me with the Logo.

My colleague whom craps with me.

Colleagues in other dept + interns.

17/08/09 - Marks the start of holidays! @ Presentation Day

是爽的咯！

Love this picture too! :D

Okay. Alot of pictures. & Very long. I shall stop, after 2 hrs of getting them in the right place with the right alignment. hehehe. Enjoy :D

2009-08-17T01:50:00.007+08:00

edit @ Wed, 19 Aug:

Can you tell me how do I blog with a screwed layout of blogger?
I can't even upload pictures!
I can't even change font colours! (I have to insert the codes one by one!)

wtf is this?!

/edit.

Pfffffft. This is super sad.

Print report print halfway printer no ink. & it was the black ink which finished..

But still thanks to my buddy ks for helping me print and send to my house at bloody timing of 2am when I needed help the most :D I LOVE MY BUDDY/BUDDIES. HOHOHO (:

IM A HAPPY GIRL

IAP IS OVER!!

2009-08-16T12:54:00.006+08:00

Okay. Let me try blogging in this very screwed layout of blogger. Arghh shit, how do I upload my photos with this screwed layout? Okay readers, scold blogger for not being able to let me post my photos. I've got lots of it! :D

First, ATTACHMENT IS OVER.
I want Monday's final presentation to come and one shot finish it, forever dont need to see that teacher. Forever dont need see things related to attachment shit. (: Rest assured I wont miss any moment of now and wont miss anyone there(Okay maybe a few, less than 5 fingers).

Second, before attachment end was shit. Tuesday night I chionged PPT and slept at 3am. Wednesday night I managed to get more sleep by sleeping at 2am. Thursday night was total shit. Went to buy things for my colleagues after work and reach home at about 10pm. Then when dinner was done it was already 11pm. So I revised my PPT again so that I could send it to my colleague who wanted it, and also did my report. After finishing it was like wee hours of 4.30am -.- Then I quickly wrapped, drew cards for my colleagues. Simple yet tedious. While doing I was playing the webcam with gary. Then at 5.30am, I got dc-ed and sua dont want on com anymore and went to sleep.

Despite sleeping at 5.30am previously, still went for a stroll at night with tengsiong. Chatted at the swing till 1plus. Reached home at 2. Don't know why we got so much things to say. hahahaha. But have to admit that I cannot even open my eyes and because I was lethargic, I got so affected by the bugs/pests/animals around me.

Anyway, I found out that those websites that we normally frequent are mostly down. Stupid. Facebook is screwed, hotmail is screwed, blogger is screwed, twitter is screwed. Only plurk is alright. But obviously it isnt fun with only a few friends around. So do join me there by clicking here. And remember to add me as friend/fan through my profile page.

I wanna watch ORPHAN!
& I'm gonna watch XIA DAO XIAO next Tuesday.

I am enjoying every single moment after my attachment right now. But I still feel that weekends have wings cause they flies! Tomorrow is the last of everythings. Goodluck to me, and goodluck to L6 people!

Just to entertain you readers while waiting for blogger to be up, try encircling the cat in the following link. & to show you that it can be done, i'm gonna attach a screenshot that i DID encircle the cat.

Click on that picture to get to the link. Alrights, enjoy people! (:

2009-08-12T04:17:00.000+08:00

To think of it, actually having a boyfy can be quite cool. Cool as in you have someone to hangout with and confide in. I have so much things locked in my heart which I need a shoulder to lie on and a long long time to finish unlocking my heart.

The rest of the story, is up to you.

Be back on 17th August (: cause its crazy timing of 4.20am and I have to work later on!

Photos! As Promised(:

2009-07-18T19:33:00.006+08:00

I am so tired right now! After sleeping at 2am and waking up at 4am to go out. Alright, shall shut the crap and start uploading photos! (:

10/07/09 - Town with Leemin, Shihui, Gina, Delphine @ Present hunting day

Ryoichi Sushi, dinner at Marina Sq.

With Leemin, Delphine, Gina..

& shihui!

After ordering, we got all so bored cause the service sucked! Too slow. "One minute please,.." then gone forever. So we decided to camwhored and do all those stupid stuffs.

Balance!

After 10239801283018203801238 times of failing to balance by shihui, I got a sian-ed face and she gave up. LOL

Camwhore..

Bored..

Super bored..

Bored till angry & hungry !$^)#($^*&(#!*#%^%#

Food finally came.

Ate and went home! (:

17/07/09 - Bugis with Leemin, Shihui, Gina, Delphine, Peirong, Lynette, Geokting, Nianyue @ Peirong's Birthday Celebration

(Have not received all of them)

PHOTOS DELAYED :D
Stay tuned in for more!

Eye feast for all, right? (:

2009-07-17T23:38:00.001+08:00

/edit @ 7:31pm 18July

ALAMAK! SO MANY PHOTOS even when all those photos are not compiled&received yet!
SO manyyyyyy!!

/finish edit

Rightttt...
Yes I think Gary is right. I think I am emo shyt too.

Met up with peeps after the fucked up working hours to Celebrate Peirong's birthday. Because her birthday is on next Tuesday and all of us are working so we decided to push it today. (: Caught up and had fun.

Photos will be updated in next post.

I think I have the best dad in the world. He doesnt drink outside, he doesnt smoke, he doesnt whack me since young, he piggyback me when im young, he fetches me when I am outside, he asks mum where I will be eating with my friends today so that he can come and fetch me, cause initially i told him we'll be at dempsey.

He came down from Bedok to esplanade just to fetch me home. He lied to me that Bedok is very near to esplanade so I said okay lor i wait for you to come and fetch me. I was thinking to ask him to bring me out so I can treat him for supper but he said he just ate his bread at 9pm.

I called my ma while waiting for dad to come and fetch me. He said from bedok to esplanade 15mins, wait for him. Then my ma told me bedok from esplanade is far -__________- means papa purposely come and fetch me home. And then after that he went to work again....

Just cant bear to see him slog so hard outside while everyone's sleeping.....
It'll just be so great if I would be able to see him at home when i come back from work everyday.... It just hurts to see him getting thinner and thinner each day.. I want to share his burden, but i dont know what he is thinking..

I just feel oh-so-loved and i love him so much.

Hey look, just fetching me home can bring me so much thoughts to pen it down. It's making me think so much. Is this what every grown-ups will go through....? Rahhh. See, I'm such an emoshyt.

That's all. Going out tmr at 4am.

9 reasons for 9 numbers

2009-07-16T00:35:00.004+08:00

Hello peoplesssss! :D

It's 12:39 now and i'm still not asleep. arghh, i dont wanna go work tmr even though its Thursday tmr! Yea thursday THURSDAY in the blink of an eye! :D

Friday would be fun i guess (: Hope nothing goes wrong and all goes smoothly.

Alrights i started up my computer and wanted to blog about the issue with m1 but look at the time now, 1241. i dont feel like blogging already cause i wanna sleep. hehs.

Anyway, i guess i should be sitting at my new seat in office tmr (like finally). Shifted seats last wednesday but was on MC last thurs & fri. This mon, tues & wed was sitting at empty seats which belongs to my colleagues who were on leave. And yahoo, guess what, new seat is beside the initial eye candy. I wanna laugh. Cause everyday see also sian liao. Lollipop eat long le also disappear right? xD

I don't know what else to talk about. (except the m1 thing, but it's too long to be elaborated on now.) So I guess I shall drop by again soon.

Photos for previous outing to present hunt at town will be uploaded, soon after I photoshop them :D (Sorry to disappoint you people about photoshopping ya, cause I really cannot stand my complexion now.)

Gotta go. Nights people, sleep tight. IT WILL BE A SHORT DAY TMR! (: Friday is coming soon. PARTYAE IS THE WORD & THE WORLD.
I live to party! ;)

p/s: Ges I found a tanktop+bikini blogshop selling quite cheap. LOL! Can consider. Fill you in when we're both online.

p/s/s: I had fun asking for 9 reasons to get the 9 numbers that forms my handphone number. It's cool to see those 9 reasons even though most of them are not the truth. Laughs!

Time to let go :)

2009-07-10T23:46:00.015+08:00

Hello! It's been long since i last blogged! Reason is because everytime i on my laptop, i would start gaming and go bloghopping. Now i'm on my mobile so i guess i shall just talk about life these days. (( boring life ))

Starting from last week, i dont really remember much but other than work work and working, i went to meet my secondary school peeps on wednesday after work for a short chat. That was when, for the first time after graduating, i saw one of my best friend. Kinda pathetic but at least better than nothing. And also got to know that the two of them are going to hk next week. Whether appearance or habit or character, Some people changed, some still remain that way.

i do enjoyed last week even though people were busy and reluctant to reply my messages or emails. Very angry with them but what to do? They dont even bother or care about you, never even ask or mention about it. Nevermind, these people will know how i feel when being ignored next time. Just wait.

Even though sentosa trip was cancelled, people whom said they're free to go ecp/sentosa turned back on their words. Still went to play pool with my buddy pee :) too long never play, forgot how to hold cue properly and accidentally whacked my elbow. Next day blueblack. But it's okay, my passion for pool does not die here. Hahaha. xD

Alright. Moving on to this week, which started very very slow and yet it's ending at the speed of light. Seriously it sucked loads this week, especially with colleagues that try to pull down your self esteem by saying things like 'after you came in, i drag myself to work' and 'i think you are such a boring person'. Does hearing all these motivates you to wake up every morning and get up that super slow train which makes you reach your workplace late? No. Hell no. Not afraid to say, it's worse than hell worse than school which students dreads.

But it's okay. I only worked for 3days this week. Thursday and friday on mc. Cause i vomited on wednesday night after drinking ice lemon tea in burgerking. Not because there's something wrong with the drink. But because i didnt know i have not recovered from my gastric flu and i shouldnt even drink tea, not mentioning LEMON tea which worsen my gastric flu. Lol! Earned 2days mc, but at the same time burnt a hole in pocket. :(

Then thursday night went out for a walk with mr bear. Went to play swing, my usual hangout during midnight. Laughs :) then we reached home quite early. Swing is fun :)

i went home, and wait and wait to no avail. Then i was disappointed and went to sleep. You texted me at 4. I was obviously asleep. You woke me up with your text at 7 again. Did not have enough sleep, kind of pissed. Didnt have good attitude. So i choosed not to meet you since we had nowhere to go and your time is limited.

i decided it was time to let go :)

okay. After rotting for 2 days, i really want to get out of the house and enjoy myself. But my friends are too busy for me. TOO BUSY for a friend like me :(

i hope people do learn how to appreciate organizers of events. Organizing an event is hard, it's even harder to make it happen. People, It takes two hands to clap.

alright. Ending here. I'm gonna call my dad and ask him to bring us out for supper. xD

long post ah? xD
bye.

( λ i h ű λ * Ÿεō

2009-06-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

( λ i h ű λ * Ÿεō

My msn nick is so cool now. LOLS! ~
uber random.

Ahhh. How I wished I don't need to work tomorrow. Sucks to see HR reply my email that my June's salary will be prorated for July's salary. TSK.

MC yesterday. Shuang dao~~~~
Went arcade with Derrick April & Wenhua.

Though didn't play much, but it was fun xD
Screw those arcade people who wants to chase me out of arcade cause I was wearing NP's shirt. Tmd! I saw 823492394871749123 people wearing the same shirt as me go in arcade also bo tai ji. Then I wear zhun zhun you chase me out. I hiu lan~

Okay. Obivously I am finding some excuses to scold all the vulgar languages. Must be mad somewhere in my head. Wahpiang, I DONT WANT TO WORK TOMORROW LAH.

Dumb gastric's acting up again. Reminded myself to eat med @ 11. But have been procrastinating even till now, look at the time.. it's ah.. o..n..e..a..m!

Okay, going to sleep soon. Gastric hurts so much.