I am starting to have difficulties breathing in the piles of assignment.Do you feel the same too?Okay I was suppose to be starting on my SSP report. Obviously I failed badly.
I just wished huimin a happy 20th birthday! & to my horror, I will be celebrating my 20th birthday this year too. Then wtf, it woke me up from my princess dream that I'm not young anymore even though I just had my birthday last month. This is so
unfair. I still have not enjoyed my 19 and here people are slapping me with the
hello-you-are-already-20-this-year nightmare.
Okay back to main point, the reason why I am here it's because after going to Gina's blog, I FEEL THAT I MUST POST. It goes like this..
4jan. Start of school, the day that draws the fullstop to our holiday. 3 weeks wasn't enough, we had to get back to school about 3 days per week for projects & still, most were only halfway done till date.
I hated the way how my day started. First of all, it's the rain. The rain that gives the best reason to let your buttocks grow strong roots on your bed and YOU swear that you'll never leave your bed even the tornado comes(ok fine, minus the tornado part). But I had to chop off the roots and leave my bed at 7.05am :(
Next, the bus is ALWAYS the problem.
My first bus (full one) took its own sweet time to come. =.= I tell myself it's okay even though it does not have any seat for me until lot 1. So I just stuffed the earpiece into my ear as usual on bus rides.
Then, not wanting to spoil the day of other students, I KINDLY let most of the students on bus to alight first and when I finally alighted, my day was spoilt =.= I did not have to walk to queue. The queue was already long enough to stop infront of me. And I still tell myself, ok one lah, I think still can get myself a seat. So I waited. Waited. Waited. And STILL WAITING. The bus that is able to bring my back home came twice. Not even a single bus that brings me to school appears infront of me =.=
I had the strong urge to take the bus that brings me home.So I did..
..Not lah. :D
Reached school but was late. As usual lah, 家常便饭。& still managed to sign attendance.
Lessons as usual. Fast forward to end of school.
Go home?NO =.=
Did DPM project till about 6.30pm. Reached home at 8pm. Just nice sit down eat dinner and watch tv. Then it came the climax.
I teared because of
心情大动员2. I couldn't continue listening to what the mother and son are saying so I walked into my room,
wipe away my tears when no one is looking and pretended to reply to my messages.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel that I am blessed but I do not treasure my life enough.
I can do what some people can't do but sometimes I choose not to do it.
I can use my hands to type my tutorial like how I am typing this post but I choose to forfeit it just because it's less than 1 percent.
I can walk and run freely without the help of anyone but I choose to stay at home and rot my life away infront of this rectangular electronic gadget.
I don't have a limit to the number of years I could live but sometimes I say things like how I wished my life could be shortened so that my pain could be eased.
What is my pain compared to some other people who are not as blessed as me?If you're reading this and you agree with me, I guess it's time to reflect. However, reflecting is nothing. Make it happen.
I love this show.
It makes people born with a golden spoon to wake up. Not only to the people with the golden spoon but also anyone who has the ability to put the spoonful of food into your own mouth. Compare you to others, they are still struggling to hold the spoon and trying to feed themselves.
Ok I think I will do an abrupt ending here because I do not know how to end it and I foresee a half more page emoshitxz passage if i do not stop here.
On a happier tone, I have finished my headlines and taglines. Will think of more on the bus to school tmr!
My new IN is SPILLING the BEANZ just like SHINGZ.hahaha. More will be revealed in the DPM discussion tmr.
P/S: Please do not talk to me if you are afraid of the PMS storm. I sense a rough sea ahead. Sailors who wish to continue maneuvering the friend-ships, please take note.Okay, BUAIZ.
Hi people!@
210398012938 years since I've blogged! Birthday photos will be uploaded soon okay! :/
I'm having the worse holiday of my life. I have totally evolved into a zombie, look what time is it now. 3:19am! And I bloody can't sleep.
Piles of project undone. How I wished there was a robot that can complete every piece of my homework.
This year is ending soon. Means I am graduating soon too. What will happen after I graduate? Uni? Work? Slack? No one knows, even me.
Had the worse day of my holiday last night :(
Only had a meal for that day and just when I wanted supper, no one wanted to come out. Thus I went to sleep and woke up at 6am to vomit water =.= After that my gastric started to act up again, till now i'm still feeling strange :(
Alright, just a short update hehe.
hellooooo people. I'm so tired. Sleeping after I finish blogging ^^
Sitex was fun, even though we have to travel so far to expo. If I have the chance, I would work in Sitex again. Partly because of the money and friendships. This is like knowing 92187398172391723123192837123 friends in merely 4 days.
Other than sitex, there have been many many events happening in my life. As pictures says a thousand words, we will have many thousands of words in this post :D
Bowling Event in CDANS;
Del&i
Our group(: Called 'We' LOL!
Camwhoring in class~
With leemin&waiyee
Then scrable in school;
Flood in NP.
Okayz goodnight. tired. 2am liao. tmr still got wisp class -.- think about it also sian.
P/s: It's DECEMBER~ Yay. MY month! :D